moon/nira I want HAPPINESS & YOU. :D Beautiful is not in the faces, but it comes in the heart. & I’m the girl who prefers a gift from the heart instead of a dozen roses. |
Thursday, May 31, 2012  hie everyone! assalamualaikum! :D 3 more days going to 3rd june. which means we know each other for 2 months right now. im glad that i get to know you as my friend, my bestfriend and my bestest companion. I dont want to ask for more. im happy the way we are right now. im sorry if my attitude towards you is so harsh that sometimes you may think i step over your head. and you give your very best to be patience with me. maybe im used to be single mingle & have fun.. but with you, i want you to be my last. *insya'allah* you're not my boyfriend, but you're the best i've seen. <3 Saturday, April 28, 2012  Hello! :D Yesterday is an awesomezxcv day for me. he fetched me and we went to watch The Hunger Games at Junction 8@Bishan. After that, we went to Sengkang Riverside Park, Punggol Waterway Park and lastly Punggol End. And finally, we ate our late lunch at KFC. Thanks zeis for bringing me to all the awesomezxc park. But, my New York is still the best. heeee! :D Wednesday, April 25, 2012 life.. is totally unpredictable.. i just cant understand why people do take advantage of people's kindness. i dont know how to see if they're sincere or just playing around with your heart.. i can be strong outside, but seriously.. im very weak n softhearted.. im stubborn, sensitive and ya.. i used to play around with people's feelings.. maybe, its a karma for me.. what goes around comes around.. i knew a guy on 3rd april which is few weeks ago.. he have the same attitude as me.. likes n dislikes.. we just do have same common things..and that makes me dont want to lose him.. cos i might not know if i get the same guy as him in the future.. or when i grow older.. i do really appreciate him.. oh boy, don't blame me if i keep asking you.. with whatever you told me.. whether is it true or just make myself happy for temporary and not permanent.. i just don't want to lose someone again.. im sick and tired with all this shits that ive been gone through.. Saturday, April 14, 2012 when you get to know someone, you dont want to lose him.. but there's something that you have to leave him.. i seriously scared to fall in love again.. i really want to take one step further, but there's something stop me.. i always ask myself.. is he seirous about me? making use of me? close with me cos of boredom? i dont know. i cant read people's mind or heart. but seriously speaking, he is brave enough to confess me eventhough we know each other about one month.. i like you, i really do. but sorry boy, i need to be 'play hard to get'. im not making use of you.. but i want to see how seirous you are to me.. :D Tuesday, April 10, 2012 Hey wassup? ceiling -.- okay lame ah moon. its been such a long long time since i update my blog. ya lahh.. got twitter, path n etc.. where got time blog ni semue.. LOL! but blogger is the best. serious! no joke. :D today is the 2nd day of the 3rd term. yes! 2nd year in higher nitec. phewww! alhamduliah, i passed all my modules. i dont expect high gpa but atleats i dont have to retake one of the module. hehehehe! want to know about my life? macam semalam jugak bro. nothing interesting. im still the old me. the naughty, cheeky, playful & stubborn girl. oh ya, i shall add one more word to describe myself, BIMBO! hahahahha! pejam celik pejam celik.. its been 1 year im working at Sentosa as Attraction Host. Boleh tahan lame dok! meh, sempoi brother! and yaaaa! guess what? i have my car license already! wuhooooo! my dream come true! :D i want to save money buy my own car before i get marry. can i? chey2.. macam paham aje.. nowadays coe is so ex... i dont think i can afford.. well, dimana ade kemampuan disitu ada highway bro.. ala2 movie adnan sempit! heeee! :) Tuesday, December 27, 2011 Never use someone to move on. cos any relationship which is based on that will never last long and theres no real. its been happening all the time.. throughout my 7 years of teenage life. it sucks big time! Sunday, December 18, 2011  Throughout my life, I've always been afraid of losing people I love. Sometimes I wonder, is there anyone out there afraid to lose me? I have no idea why you have to treat me this way. You didn't tell me what is going on between us. You have put so much hope on me & now.. u just leave me hanging. Fyi, no matter how you treat me.. you're always in my mind. Yes, i can be very cheerful & hyper. But there's a sadness behind it & im trying my best to cheer myself up without anyone help. Tuesday, September 27, 2011 memang betol bila kita susah tak ade orang yang boleh tolong kita lebih-lebih lagi kawan. kawan cuma ade bila kita senang aje dan bila kita susah, tak ade satu pun yang berada di sisi kita. aku bukannye selalu keluar. ni sekali sekala pun jadi satu issue besar. seriously, its not fair! Thursday, August 25, 2011 If only my parents know why i have to work, i guess im going to chop my head off. Like seriously, this is not funny. Hari Raya is just next Tuesday & yet i haven't help my mum with the malay delicacies. Im such a bad & lazy daughter. Im not like my other siblings. Im such a stubborn girl. hmm. When i get to know that i cant go to polytechnic, my heart crash into pieces. I feel so disappointed. Why oh why i have to go through all this. & if im not working, how am i suppose to find my own money for my school allowance? I don't want to burden my parents & my own siblings. Oh ya allah~ Monday, August 8, 2011 Time has come, what is done is done. It's time to move on. To another place, another space, Maybe circling some other sun. Don't ask why, don't ask how. I still can't explain. To say goodbye, goodbye for now till i see you again. Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get. Is like, kite tak pernah tahu yang akhirnya kita akan terpisah jauh sampai begini. Wednesday, July 6, 2011 As a service line, it really test my patience towards people. Totally annoying! I feel like knocking their head so many times. like seriously~ Never mind, learning in process. :D Everyday i meet new people all over the world. As usual, WASH EYES! But, im very sure that i won't work as a full time in this kind of career. :D Sometimes, I don't have any time for myself. I feel so terrible. I feel like crying. I feel like complaining my life from A - Z. But i believe that there's more people out there that have more problems than me. So moral of the story, stop complaining & appreciate what you have right now! that's all for now. goodbye & goodnight! Sunday, July 3, 2011 Hey! A very good Afternoon to everyone~ :D Well, i spend my holiday working. Very tiring but i have to find money cos as far as i concern..my parents are happy if i go out to work rather than going out with my friends without any direction. -.- true enough! but nah, im happy cos i don't feel so bored whenever im alone. Usually when im alone, i always think if i have someone that can entertain me, going out with me & never leave me alone whenever i need a shoulder to cry on. But i wonder, I have so many friends.. but none of them is free. Come on, i won't disturb my friends whose already attached or someone they have a crush for. I miss my bestfriend, i really do. I miss spending time with you. But, we are busy with our school & daily lives. I've already rejected a few guys. Please la, im not the one for you. I just don't trust guys anymore. I had enough of what i had already go thru for the past 6 years in secondary & nitec. ya, those were the days. I just want to find a true friendship that is sincere to be my friend. Labels: I miss 'till we meet again someday'. |